Indifference...

I used tothink nothing would shake me, I was wrong; indifference does shake me.

It makes mefeel uncomfortable, and sad, not having anyone that does care, besides myparents and brother, my son's too young to care enough for that.

My life's tooirrelevant to mean something. Thought several times if I'd disappear, someonewould care besides my previously stated family members; probably not, not thatI wanted to kill myself, NOT! It's not my way, I'd probably begin somethingelse without old references, and find a suitable life to fill my ego, some workthat could leave a mark to others around, loving and caring women. 

Probably theproblem now is; I'm doing all wrong, probably I live my life in a selfish wayand I don't deserve better.

In thismoment, nothing drives me.